一个人走，
一个人睡，
一个人思索，
一个人沉醉，

一个人忙，
一个人累，
一个人烦躁，
一个人体会。








每天嘻嘻哈哈的笑着，只有自己才知道活的有多累。

我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

Pls allowed me to shout :"my college life is so Miserable!!FML!"

After dinner i bring my puppy go for a walk.

when the day is dark, i come back.."climb" to upstairs, den i saw my sister is playing facebook.

so i pun login to facebook, trying to entertain myself, (b4 i start to study?)

after a few hours, ......

(wait..!i on9 for so long d?!y the time is like flying so fast?!!ohno!now its already 11pm!!!)

i found tat no one tat i can chat and discuss my delema with.

at this moment,i can feel lonelyness.. ;(

i have so many friends in my friendlist , but i think none of them(ppl who r on9) tat really willing to listening to my problem.

coz u noe..every1 also has their own problem n..other's may have more serious den ur issue.

what u can do is solve it n find a way for it by you ownself.

I simply spamming nonsense comment on ppl's post. (this sounds so lonesome & so called SS)

telling myself tat

5 more min i should shut down my laptop n start to revise,

since i set a very high goal for my final exam of last sem.

5...4..3..2..1..

0 and..After 5 min im still sitting infront of my laptop.this situation is keep repeating for an infinity times.n now as well.

at the same time i feel sleepy,but i juz cnt take my eyes off from the laptop screen for a sec.

keep thinking tat 5 more min will do..this is why my 5 min is so "long".

Do i really nid to : 1) Sacrisfy my social life? (den i'll bcum mre lifeless) / 2a) Sleep lesser? (hell no!i'll fall asleep in class) / 2b) Sleep lesser n have coffee (this is not good for my health;<) / 3) Quit my job? (seriously?in this "money" society....?) / 4) Seek for psycologist? (=o=lol?nid so stress onot?) / 5) Move outside,to sookkuan hse? (ok i try 1st..if this really works..)

hmm or maybe..

One of the way is control urself DONT LOGIN TO FACEBOOK ON WEEKDAYS ANYMORE!!

NOTED.

* but den..i dun think i can do tat ~

alah .juz *stay pessimistic*

i go slp d la..tml nid to wake up at 5am.

+*DiArY*+

2010

16/1 SAT
Today is school's Marathon.I using my whole body's energy running towards the ending line as fast as possible.Finally I had won the 13th place out of 200+ participants.not bad.Today is my happiest day in my life.Just realised that I finally won my 1st sport's prize in my life.hahahaXD

18/1 MON

I fat d!just feel tat today I'm eating too much.I need to do exercise on diet d!Run~run~run~again...Feel damn bad man.I had a 'pau' n fish fillet in morning,rice n rojak n fruits on lunch,n dinner is chicken rice.sobsob..foods fill with 'fatte'!today's homework damn a lot man!hope i can finish it before 12am.and then have a deep sleep until 6 XD